At move ins, we were all asked to put real emotions and feelings they consistently had into a jar anonymously. Sometime during the season, a few different people were asked to come in and record a list of them to see what would fit in the show.
Lots of people put “angry” which is why so many different voices said “angry” right before Ritual.
Interestingly enough, the word that I put in was “scared,” so when they asked me to come into the room to record, it caught me off guard that my word was on the list.. And my voice cracked when I said it. That became the recording they put into the show during the ballad.
white/lightskin/racially ambiguous girl: i had a pimple one time and i was ugly and dying and everyone spit on me and i was exiled from society but then i used clean and clear and now i am a healed and whole person with jesus in my heart
you know that stage you went through where you hated being a girl and you just resented yourself and everything having to do with girly things because you were so sick of pink and barbies being pushed on you so you like full force rejected that shit and you were just so full of hate and vitriol at anything even the slightest bit “girly” yeah gender norms will fuck you up